i miss you a lot..which actually makes me feel very depressed...sometimes i realy wish you could be with me...right next to me...but of course, i knew its sth like " mission impposible" and also the fact that i should have realized and accepted two years ago..... sometimes i wonder how much you actually know about me...or how much i actually i know of you....are we like strangers in some way somehow?? so sad...whenever thinking of this question...cuz its the question which cant never get the answer....and i wil be the one making up the answer for myself...for us as well..... can you feel it whenever i need you??can you feel it whenever i m sad??? can you feel that i wanna be understand by you??

how much i wish you could know i need your support lately...but guess you wont never ever know about it.....

cuz we are in two different worlds..... from the very beginning till now...