always realize sooo many sad songs around all of a sudden while i m depressed...

seems nothing is cheerful....too much burden..

seems no one can uderstand that...

seems you are always not here while i need you.....

what if you could know more, guess it will be perfect....

dont know what i m talking now...guess its all nonesense...

so whats now?? i dunno, ...still being here all by my own and alone...

what if you are here....what if you could know more.....

then you will be the one who can make me feel better.....

however....its sth i cant never expect i guess...

so... what if there is no "what if " at all....??

what if ??