It has been a long time.....that i didnt update my blog..

somtimes, i think of " LAST & THAT ", it seems all the memory is fresh still......the emotion with excitment and anticipation while we talk about LAST & THAT...the sweet feeling we have when coming up the combination of our names.....the time that we were soo sure and serious about heading for the furture together...

everything emotion at that moment has existed still, fresh in my mind... somehow, i hope its not gonna change.....ever..never...

however, the difference is i fiinally admited "a talker can only be a talker ever" and its nothing to do with love, but just the human nature..

i have been holding my faith and take care of the miracle we have..however, its just a good front as usual.......

if i could turn back time, i wouldnt start this fairy tale...

cuz it has been too sad to be carried on.....

2 years........... seems i used to have everything...

or its actually nothing ....??

2 years........